Monday, February 2, 2009

An Indescribable feeling

Recently I didn’t know what had happened , I had a very bad feeling, I didn’t know how to describe it ,and I didn’t know how to solve the problem, I just felt that I couldn’t focus on what I did, how was I ,what had happened to me, how could I find the state which I had when I was in senior high school, I am confused!
I asked some of my friends , they told me that when someone changed to another place, he need some time to adopt himself to the new environment ,and later he would feel better and do better, yes I hope and think so.
But we are getting older and older, we will face different situations in the future, what should we do, wait and let time adopt you? The answer is wrong , if so, you will be washed out by the society, and you will lose yourself in sorrow when you think you are good enough to do the things you need to do.
So , friends, find yourself, don’t lose yourself in what you were, just say “I am who I am” and have confidence in doing any thing, and you’ll achieve your goals.
Now I face a new challenge , I should and must try my best to conquer all the difficulties and I will be the best sooner or later.
Though now I am in the process of recovering , I think I will adjust to the best state of mine, and face all the challenges and say “I can” .

3 comments:

  1. Luan Bo, if there are any problems that you cannot solve, and care to share it with me, I will do my best to help in whatever ways I can. At the very least I'm sure I can be a good listener =)

    What is this new challenge that you are facing? Is it the new environment? Or new school, new friends? If it is, hang in there. It takes a while to get used to a new environment, new people, new culture.

    When I first taught in Wuhan I cried (YES, I did!) almost every single day for 2 full weeks just because I couldn't get used to the cold, the place, the people...everything! When I was in Hong Kong, I cried for a full two months! So it takes a bit of time, you know, to familiarize oneself with new environments.

    Not sure if this is what's bothering you, but if it is, keep yourself busy. That's a VERY good way to overcome homesickness. If this is not what's bothering, feel free to come to me for a short chat. You are welcome to do so anytime.

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  2. Hmm maybe it is culture shock Luan Bo.. Give it time!

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